Monday, September 27, 2010

My Life... Today~

The earth rotates around the sun, and the moon rotates around the earth. Its unique, how they're never at the same spot always. I have begun to realise that life is also the same. We're never in the same spot, the exact same spot. Someway or another, things have changed, we may be in the same place, at the same time, but never in the same year, or we may never have the same feeling. Its unique, it makes us have a greater perception to life. I guess, it supports the fact that "Nothing is ever permanent in life, some way or another things change!"

Life today is pretty focused. Its very precise, very distinct, very accurate. Time is spread according to a schedule, work is distributed according to availability of instrument and its corresponding analysis, Life is centered towards achieving goals and aspirations, Leisure circulates among the ones we trust and love, Ambition stands at the top spot, and other "likes" and "desires" just mingle around, slotting them where ever possible. I like this life for some reason, its fulfilling, more me, less people, less worries abt the society, focused on me, my family, my immediate and my goals!

Some would crave for this life of mine, a rather boring scheduled life, but i always bear in mind that its the boring life that is craved, less of ups and downs, more of time for thoughts and rationalism. So many things around me have changed, the irony is people still pretend like there was nothing. Well, things are meant to be... everything is meant to be.. so we'll let it be! :)

I'm missing home terribly.. have not gone home for such a long time. Thank God for the wonderful souls that surround me during this stormy moment. Laughter, little chatters, giggles and warm company have always made me feel like home. You all know who you are! I love u all ;)

Life is blend, life is plain, but i hope it all ends well...

cheerz to all

sharu~

Thursday, September 09, 2010

Yin and yang~

'A quiet morning, a rather empty afternoon, and all i can expect is that at night, something bright lights up my day'.

A common feeling that runs in Sarah's mind always. The feeling of wanting a change from this "current" life. Its so awkward, how she can be so cheerful at one point of time, and then just end up crying alone in her room. And the irony is she never knew, what actually made her tear.


Her source of happiness could be her peers, and colleagues who are always making her laugh. The funny stories, the good company, unexpected incidents(happy ones that is), little joy rides and actually enjoying the scenery of life she has just been exposed to.


And the sadness, it could be her hectic life, having no time to pamper and love herself. It could be love, broken hearts and painful love. It could be difficult career and high expectations and goals. It could even the dark clouds of loneliness or emptiness, making her world seem so blue.


It makes her wonder sometimes, is this life, is it always like this? She has never experienced this, its entirely new, but the question is, whether this is what she is expecting... is this life?


Happy moments are just too precious to be missed, the sad ones are just too painful to bear. She wondered sometimes, if she could choose... but she knew, everything needed some form of balance, and this is it, the balance of life...yin and yang!


Tuesday, September 07, 2010

Bitterness~

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't
supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and
it's harder every time.You'll break hearts too, so remember how
it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best
friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast,
and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've
never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset
is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

~*~*~

There comes a point in every girls life where
she realizes that she just needs to let it go,
I mean nothings ever gonna change the fact that at one
point I really did love you with everything in me...
It's just the fact that I simply cannot do this to myself and I cannot make this work
...face it baby we're in a lose-lose situation...and as far as you're
concerned i'm just on one of my "im leaving for good this time" kicks again,
but the olny difference is this time it's real...
I'm done, and don't bother because you're never gonna change,
honestly you CAN'T change & we BOTH know that...
So when you finally realized that I loved you wayyy
more than I ever could have loved anyone else, you'll see something more in me,
somthing that you're forced to live without. this was an original i made
it up about my ex...and im tired of girls copy n pasting it on aim.

~*~*~

Humans will kill each other...
And when the last one stands among the corpses
of his brothers....
It is then that he will beg for death.
Humans will curse their friends...
Till he has no more...
And in the end he'll realize...
He's all alone.
Humanity will kill for riches....
And then kill one another.
By the time man realizes he cannot eat money....
They will begin to eat each other.
Have not pity.
They are but animals.
Killing the planet.
And destroying their souls.

~*~*~

The word love...
is so powerfull that once a guy says it
they have total access to a girls heart...
but no matter how many times a girl says it
she cant stop them from leaving with it...


Friday, September 03, 2010

-Need to update!-

Current favs! Impossible and love the way you lie!

I know i owe updates! I will soon..

On a roller coaster ride!

Lots to tell, so little time..

soon soon... it will be here soon ;)

Impossible~


Shontelle: Impossible Lyrics

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did

And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know

Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know

And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible!
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did..

Love the way your lie~

Eminem ft. Rihanna
Love The Way You Lie lyrics

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem - Verse 1]
I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off her love, drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffin' pain
And I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me, she f**kin' hates me
And I love it, "wait, where you goin'?"
"I'm leavin' you," "no you ain't come back"
We're runnin' right back, here we go again
So insane, cause when it's goin' good it's goin' great
I'm superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Whose that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 2]
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you with em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills used to get em
Now you're getting f**kin' sick of lookin' at em
You swore you'd never hit em, never do nothin' to hurt em
Now you're in each other's face spewin' venom in your words when you spit em
You push pull each other's hair
Scratch claw hit em throw em down pin em
So lost in the moments when you're in em
It's the rage that's the culprit, controls you both
So they say it's best to go your seperate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playin' over
But you promised her next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

[Chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 3]
Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time there won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar if she ever tries to f**kin' leave again
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire