Monday, March 02, 2009

Reminiscence ~

Sitting in this lonely room, she reminiscent the last time she saw you, it wasnt face-to-face, but it was good enough! Little, sweet smiles; jokes and laughter, felt as if all emotions gushed out in a split second. She teared and said "I miss you so much baby." He spread his arms wide open, and all he asked her to do was "Fall into my arms my beautiful princess, dont move away!" Those were the days when falling in love seemed so beautiful, it involved tonnes of smiles and millions of tears, but yet it brought two hearts close together, two hearts that were dying to unite as one.

As time passed, as many sunsets occured, they only grew to realise that all they wanted most of life, was each other. Nothing more, not even money, car, house, or anyone else, and they wanted nothing less too. As time passed, problems step foot into the beautiful bond they had. Well, when this is said, most of us would wonder if its either one of them with the problem, but the truth is that, every little problem that came along their lives, was due to the people around them. No one had faith that it would work out, no one had hope...

Facing so many ups and downs they realised, it was time to consider beyong love itself. "I love you, dont ever doubt that, but there is more to love than just us, we can only move on and achieve our dreams of being one, if and only if we decide to make sacrifices and face all the criticism the world has for us.." Those words of his caught her attention, for once in her entire life she realised that love doesnt stand on its own. Love needs to be supported by reality, logic, norms, practices.....

They could only hold each other close, pat each others back, plant small kissess and bind tightly to one another.. cause at that point of time, it felt as if everything is starting to shatter.. every tear resembled a mile away from one another.. She wrapped her arms around his neck, grabbing on his jacket, her hands slipped every time she held that jacket tight, she never did once want to believe that it was a sign, a sign that probably all the bliss and love she had felt ever since they united are being shed bit by bit, day by day...

"So baby? Shall we take sometime to think it over? Lets consider every little bit of issue that is being presented to us.. lets see if this will work baby.. If it does we'll move on, but if it doesn't we will part as friends..." he said, he tried hiding his grief from her, he never did shed a tear (or she just didnt see it), but he pretended well.

As the tears rolled down her beautiful face, she looked at him, and whispered, " If this is what we need to face my baby, lets take a few days, a few days to decide the best decision towards our happiness, but until then, could we just please cherish every little bit thats left of our love? "

No one could say a word, cause thats how painful it is when u stand between 2 different worlds.. between love and logic...

I wish...

I wish you could see
just how much you mean to me
how your kisses make me feel
and how your love is so real
how your hugs make me melt
you bring out this feeling ive never felt
i get this tingle in my tummy
everytime i try to talk....i feel like a dummy
your eyes are so deep in blue
i get lost in them everytime i look at you
and your touch...dont get me started
when i tryed to flirt i feel Re-tarted
but please dont leave me
because i know you wont ever know or see
how much you made smile
and without you my heart i would put in deniale
becuase no-one else could ever make me feel
the way you could and i dont think i could deal
with all the pain of losing you
so stay with me my baby boo





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