Saturday, January 06, 2007

have been thinkin~

hey...happy new year! anywayzz...today was a pretty hectic day,... went for the star education fair...at the KL convention centre...sumwhere near klcc...was good la...since i am in the science stream...i went for medicine, biotech, biomed, biochem, pharmacy and all...was good la...had to keep my options open...knowing that the results isnt gonna be dat good...so...i had to look at the best and the worst cases...lol..yea...talk abt being prepared...i was like thinkin...if i flunc this...i might as well join bakering colleges...at least i'll learn how to cook...hahahha... well...lately i've not been myself...lots of things goin on in my rather small skull...lol..not that small la..yea...its so hard to live...education, life, love, haih...sumtimes it makes me crazy!!!

education- virtually worried abt results...and my future...man...seema like i dont stand a chnace at all in this world...all they want are acceptionally good students...and the sad part is they never ever will take a second to consider the "normal" or average students... haih... finding a place in this world is one...being successful is another...haih...so hard.

life- thinkin of this journey...always wanted a smooth journey...i know life is never a smooth journey...but u noe...i just want a life close to perfect...hahahha...u noe today...i went for the education fair with my fren and her mom...and it was fun i must say..her mom virtually was tellin us to do sumthin other than medicine...here's wat she said:

if you're going to do medicine... it takes 5 yrs to get ur mbbs...then another 3-5 yrs to specialise...then another 5 yrs under the government which u noe isnt going to be fun as they will send u to some ulu place...then by the time u wanna establish urself...u'll be 35? when r u going to settle down?i have a doctor friend...he got married to a doctor...he said his life sux...he barely sees his wife...(man...dont we noe why he misses his wife:P)

lol...i love wat she said...hahahhaha...its so cute...its nice to hear an adult talk...especially a woman...man they cant wait for their daughters to settle down...lol

love-well okay...this doesnt have anythin to do wif me la...just that it seems like ppl are now in a lovey dovey mood la...its good i guess...but then again there are some still wondering why they ever fell in love...i guess thats the upz and downs of life...wonder when will i give in to all this feelings...just restraining myself la...sumtimes deep inside me...i feel like i need sumone to lean on for support...someone to guide me thru every lil thing that i'm goin thru...but then the pain and sorrow that my frens go thru just makes me feel like i should forget it...haih...

lol...i'm just crappin la...ok ppl have fun reading this crap~

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