Thursday, July 27, 2006

cryin for love....

love...wat does it mean? when do you know that you love? when is it that this "feeling" strikes you? everyone is yearnin for love...from my bro...my parents...till my cat and my flower horn[who is currently damn bloody sick...and is just waitin 2 die :'( ....]...its so subjective...its not abt having sumone to hold and cry to...its just abt feeling loved...and cared about...rarely you find sumone who truly loves you ha? but do you know...dat deep inside everyone...there is love...sadly people never express it,...and worst still there are people just avoiding and ignoring it....isnt love good? isnt it why were all here on earth...to love and to care for each other...but u know...it is pretty weird to go round tellin everyone" i love you" or "i care for you" they might just turn around and think dat ur sum nut case or sumthin...lol.. actually we shud be pretty sad abt this situation...especially when were talkin abt our family...and frens...its not dat we dont know each other....well...i bet most of us know these group of people very well....we talk abt everything under the sun...but we tend to forget telling them how much we love them....mayb its coz we feel weird and all....but arent these people close to our hearts? why do we feel this? why cant we be open....this is worst especially when it comes to friendship...especially between 2 individuals of different sex...lol...the more u say abt love...the weirder the situation gets....can you believe it...people (as in a group of frens) can actually discuss from studies, to tv shows, to sex...but yet they cant talk abt love....its just so weird ha? c'mon weve gone to sex...why not love? love seems to be a more decent topic compared to sex...lol...ok...ok...i know...i'm startin to sound weird and all...dun worry...this has nuthin to do wif me,,,,it was just sumthin dat i was thinkin abt lately...actually honestly speaking...i dont do it either....i never tell or even show my frens....how much they care for me...its like a mere act...we act like theres nuthin in our heart...like as though there isnt a place in our heart for them....people who actually mean a lot to us...i guess mayb its coz...love is always misunderstood....lol...go and say "i love you" to a person of the same sex as u...and they'll think you're gay....lol...and if u do dat with the opposite sex...well...gone...there will b a big rumour dat u like dat person and all the crap...lol...people can always act matured....but seriously how matured are you? if u take love only as being gay or as bf/gf relationships and all...then you're so wrong my friend....trust me...love is more of care its not wrong to care...example: when your friend falls down or sumthin...you rush and actually help the person...dats care...dats LOVE....you wouldnt wanna c the person close to your heart suffer do you? you c...its so sad to c wat the society thinks of love...we are part of the society...and no doubt we think exactly like any individual on this beautiful planet...so...basically...wat i'm tryin to say is dat...tell your loved ones...ur family and ur frens...how much they mean to you...and that you love them....trust me...there is no better feeling...other than being loved!! and even if you're shy...its okay...if u dont wanna say it...express it...let your frens realise...that every move you take when your with them....is just how much you care for them....love others and u'll feel lots of love in return! love is beautiful....cherish and appreciate love!!