Sunday, December 24, 2006

Cassie-Long way to go~

hey...yea...my current fav...cassie~ anywayzzz...hello to you! its been a while ah? i know...i promised to blog almost everyday afta my exams...sadly i wasnt around... was at my aunts place... hmm...i must say i dont reli mind spendin time wif my cute and sweet lil cuzins... life afta stpm isnt dat great la....i seem to worry abt results and all....can you believe it...i have been having both good and bad dreams abt my results.... and the best part is that in every dream...madam tan(my chem / class teacher) tend to appear...lol...weird ha...i guess i kinda miss her...lol...i must say i was once kinda scared of her...lol... well...i dunnola...it keeps haunting me...like as though i didnt do my best...so worried... the pressure increases when ppl tend to jump to conclusions regarding my results and all... they think dat i will get all a's just cause i did pretty well for spm...haih...its just so unlogical...wat theory is dat? haih...anywayzz...we'll just have to stop thinkin abt dat... wow...its christmas eve,.... i love christmas... no other season is as great as this! we're all having a gathering tomolo....to celebrate christmas...hahahha...so fun...i hope la:P well...i'd like to wish all my frens...especially to my pet sis ezreena ...MERRY X'MAS!!! have lots of fun....hope this day brings lots of happiness and joy to you!!



Christmas Graphics

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

exams over...but aint dat happy:(

hey peepzzz...i know its been a while...i'm back...hahahhaha...

Saturday, October 07, 2006


Sexy Hottie Administering Rapturous Massage and Intense, Naughty Indulgence


LOL....TALK ABT CRAP!

Thursday, July 27, 2006

cryin for love....

love...wat does it mean? when do you know that you love? when is it that this "feeling" strikes you? everyone is yearnin for love...from my bro...my parents...till my cat and my flower horn[who is currently damn bloody sick...and is just waitin 2 die :'( ....]...its so subjective...its not abt having sumone to hold and cry to...its just abt feeling loved...and cared about...rarely you find sumone who truly loves you ha? but do you know...dat deep inside everyone...there is love...sadly people never express it,...and worst still there are people just avoiding and ignoring it....isnt love good? isnt it why were all here on earth...to love and to care for each other...but u know...it is pretty weird to go round tellin everyone" i love you" or "i care for you" they might just turn around and think dat ur sum nut case or sumthin...lol.. actually we shud be pretty sad abt this situation...especially when were talkin abt our family...and frens...its not dat we dont know each other....well...i bet most of us know these group of people very well....we talk abt everything under the sun...but we tend to forget telling them how much we love them....mayb its coz we feel weird and all....but arent these people close to our hearts? why do we feel this? why cant we be open....this is worst especially when it comes to friendship...especially between 2 individuals of different sex...lol...the more u say abt love...the weirder the situation gets....can you believe it...people (as in a group of frens) can actually discuss from studies, to tv shows, to sex...but yet they cant talk abt love....its just so weird ha? c'mon weve gone to sex...why not love? love seems to be a more decent topic compared to sex...lol...ok...ok...i know...i'm startin to sound weird and all...dun worry...this has nuthin to do wif me,,,,it was just sumthin dat i was thinkin abt lately...actually honestly speaking...i dont do it either....i never tell or even show my frens....how much they care for me...its like a mere act...we act like theres nuthin in our heart...like as though there isnt a place in our heart for them....people who actually mean a lot to us...i guess mayb its coz...love is always misunderstood....lol...go and say "i love you" to a person of the same sex as u...and they'll think you're gay....lol...and if u do dat with the opposite sex...well...gone...there will b a big rumour dat u like dat person and all the crap...lol...people can always act matured....but seriously how matured are you? if u take love only as being gay or as bf/gf relationships and all...then you're so wrong my friend....trust me...love is more of care its not wrong to care...example: when your friend falls down or sumthin...you rush and actually help the person...dats care...dats LOVE....you wouldnt wanna c the person close to your heart suffer do you? you c...its so sad to c wat the society thinks of love...we are part of the society...and no doubt we think exactly like any individual on this beautiful planet...so...basically...wat i'm tryin to say is dat...tell your loved ones...ur family and ur frens...how much they mean to you...and that you love them....trust me...there is no better feeling...other than being loved!! and even if you're shy...its okay...if u dont wanna say it...express it...let your frens realise...that every move you take when your with them....is just how much you care for them....love others and u'll feel lots of love in return! love is beautiful....cherish and appreciate love!!

Monday, May 29, 2006

hmm...

u know wats interesting...the way ppl act in front of whom they love.....why cant affection be shown i n public...is it reli none of their business? hmm...its reli weird...some just love to show others whom they reli love....whereas some just ignore their loved ones in public...and some...they barely even make eye contact with their sweetheart...when they're with their frens and family...well mayb they're worried that their parents might kill them...i totally understand.. its so interesting....its not that i'm against it or wat...its just unique...all depends on the couple...whether they want it to be known or not....hmm...wondering why i'm discusin this topic? well i got to know sumthin rather new....cant quite discuss it in public...lol...but yea...its just so funny...ok...ok...lets say A is the gal...and B is da guy...A and B act like as though there's nuthin between them....actually they barely talk...discuss or even make eye contact with each other when they;re surrounded by the ppl they know...ok...but...there is big BUT...they go home together...theres this guy waits for gal...and gal waits for guy thing goin on.,...and the worst is...the gal discusses things abt B to her frens....without meantionin his name...wat is even funnier is dat...all her frens already know that she's with B but yet they act like they dunno....so basically everyone is just PRETENDING!!! lol...how bad can it get....i wonder whether these people feel so unsecuremor are they scared ...worried that the society...or mayb their frens and family cant accept their partner....hmm...interesting eh? oh well...thats sumthin to ponder abt...well well well...how r u all doing...wonder how i am? well i'm dyin...sufferin...totally drownin...lol...stpm is comin...and sharu is dyin...!!! hahahhaha....not prepared la...exams comin summore...haih...other than dat life is hectic...tuition...skool...tv...computer...homework...and sleep...dats all abt it! hahahhaha...kinda miss chattin though...miss chattin wif all my chattin pals...hahahhaha...u know who u r...well when ur free leave me a msg k...wana noe how ur all doin....c ya'll soon...tc...nit3zzzz muaxxxxxx

Sunday, April 30, 2006

officially 19~

okies...yesterday was my b'day...was a pretty hectic day...in da mornin i had my malaysian university english test(muet) and it was pretty tough la...the toughest muet paper that i've sat 4...hmm....anyway...i tried my best...the test ended at around 1 then headed back home....the had to study 4 my chemistry test(tuition)...haih...studied....but nuthin got into my head...was so dead tired....then...headed for tuition...thank god...the test was cancelled.:P we told sir that we didnt study and all...lol....then i came back at around 6.40....then...to my surprise....there was a partee.....for ME!! my aunt came over...she got me a cake and all....hahahhaha....so cute la...my cuzins were all so excited...lol...so...there was a cake cutting ceremony...the cake arrived...everyone sang da birthday song...and as i was abt to make a wish and blow out the candles...my lil cuzins blows all the candles for me...hahahhahaha....he was rushin 4 it...lol...hahhahahha....then we had tea and all...was great la...hmm...oh yah...i wanted to load u all in wif sum info abt my indian musical nite rite...i know its been a while since te show...but i seriously gotta tell u...it was so great....i doubt anyone of us expected it to turn out the way it did...it was so professionally done....everything was so damn bloody perfect!!! haih....u noe wat...for all the hard times the committee members went thru...for all the controversi and arguments we had...it was all WORTH IT! i wish i could just show u wat actually happened on dat day....sadly i didnt record the show...hmm...it was so fun la....everyone was so happy....met new ppl...it was a great experience...plus it was my first time wearing sari:P had sum good remarks on dat 2 :P hahahhaha....will get sum pix and upload soon....till then...c ya soon...take carezzz...muaxxx

ps: to those who sent me beautiful birthday wishes,.....THANK YOU PPL. u all made my day! i reli appreciate it!

"the only unsinkable ship.....is....FRIENDSHIP!"

MUNNA

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

THE RETURN OF SHARU...MUAHAHAHAHA

LOL...dont ask me abt the title..god noes why i thought of dat...well...i know its been a while...it could have been longer if not for mr.sanjay balakrishnan...lol...kononnya his blog gave me ilham to update my blog...his blog damn chun wei,....damn gempak...and damn menyentuh perasaan...lol...ok...ok...back to my life..well...its been hectic...life has never been so bad...its like no more time for myself...no more time,..to enjoy...lol...sounds so emo....ok,...currently...i'm in a unique atmosphere...which is filled with sorrow...grief...regret...there r ppl cryin...there r ppl who r thinkin of giving up...and there are sum who r just trying to think of their problems as a bad dream,...u c how the game of life is...puts u through lots of pain...although these things are being felt by others...it hits me 2...and this could be coz i care...and i am there to support...however...i've realised that...sumtimes comfort and support isnt wat were lookin for in these situations....this could be due to lack of confidence...wat were actually looking for is...far more than this...its like lookin for light in a dark room...sumtimes...its best to cry...and release all the frustration....but u noe wat ppl....at the end of the day...this is all a test...a test to c...whether we r strong enough to face life...in a new perspective...whether we realise it or not...everytime...we go thru good or even bad times...our perspective of life changes...although it mayb a small change....it does make a big difference...well...to those who r goin thru tough times out there....stay strong ppl...this isnt the end of the world....becoz...theres lots more waitin 4 u out there~~may god bless u all....muaxx

Thursday, January 26, 2006

after a long break....hmmm....

ok...i know...its been a while since i actually wrote a post....well wat 2 do...form 6 is tough k....too bz wif skool homework...experiments....skool activities....and all....u know la...in form 6...its pretty important to be active in everything....at least till mei...:P must get nice testimonial wat...lol...well....my life has been pretty hectic la....everyday...the earliest i get back 4m skool is like 4.30pm...which is like...my sleepin time:P lol...nowadays kenot sleep d...:( well...hmm....being bz actually does help me forget my problems and all la...dats coz...i never seem to get any time to brood over my problems :P lol...yea....bz bz me!! hmm....so...wats been up lately...hmm...oh yeah...the hindu society (of my skool) are plannin 2 have an ICS....so...kinda bz preparing that and all...so much of work la!!! but...i gotta say...i am enjoying this...life has been different ever since i got to this skool...its so different from any other skools....its just so DIFFERENT!! a pice of advice: if u decide on doin form 6...pls pls....do it in st.john institution...the skool rocks!! lol...promoting my skool...lol...hmm....i guess dats it la...i gotta prepare sumthin rite now...so...catch ya soon kayzzz....muaxx!! lol...oh yah...took sum pictures recently,....i've got such cute cuzins....


Pavesha and paveena!!!!!! sweet ppl~ luv u !!!muaxxx

Paveena!!! she's so gonna b a model!!! so sweet ha?

hmm...sweet ppl...can look pretty scary at times~~lol

>MuNnA<

OH YAH!! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PPL!!! DUN FORGET...COLLECT ALL UR ANG PAUS!!! LOL...HAVE FUN PPL!! HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!