Monday, November 21, 2005

if she goes...it just means dat...she's leaving for a better place...

yea....if my cat goes...its for the better! i'm ok today...still worried over my cat....but i've taken it all in my strike....i know...its all in the hands of god! he controls everything....and as a human being on earth...i must realise that...death is part of life~ but i am still hoping that she'll recover....i know she will....but a part of me doesnt want to c it suffer...as for now...my cat is stable...she's not eating...she's on drips....according to the doctors assistant...she's in a critical state...but she's stable...however...if she vomits...it will just make things worst...thank god...till now...everything seems ok...she's not responding though...haih...i guess this is life ha? well....abt the last post...sorry! i really broke into tears yesterday when i found out that she's really sick and all...wat am i supposed 2 do...all i could think of is just cry! i know...to some ppl...this may sound really weird...like as though i;m sum sort of paranoid...but seriously...i love this cat....she's gone thru a lot wif me...as for now...i'm just praying and hoping for the best....hopefully she'll b fine...her test results will only b out tomolo...hopefully its good news...if she's recovering...then she'll b given treatment...till she recovers 100%....if she cant b saved...then...we will put her 2 sleep...kinda sad ha? mum said we shud put it to sleep...coz...she'll b suffering...if she's just left like that...i'm ready...ready to face watever thats gonna come my way....but i'm gonna say this again...i am really hoping...and praying hard...for her to recover~ haih...it hurts to c the pet u love...sleeping helplessly in the vet... its painful~ trust me...i've seen 2 cats in such a suffering state b4....haih...my eyes are tearing up...ok...i realise i'm not that strong afterall...haih...i guess...i'll stop for now...~

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