Friday, November 25, 2005

we will miss u~

~IN THE LOVING MEMORY OF PUSSY~
~MAY YOUR SOUL REST IN PEACE~

>*>*>November 1999 to November 2005*<*<*<*
well...yea...she left us...we were sad.....actually we are still sad....but....thats life ha? we saw her test results yesterday...she was in a serious state...and there was no chance to safe her...as her state was becoming from bad to worst~her liver was totally damaged....and according to the doctor...he cant do anything~ well....then we decided...we'll just put it to sleep to avoid it from going thru further suffering....we burried her yesterday...in my garden...at around 6 pm...my brother decorated her grave...it was so cute~ we all cried...we had our moments....it was a pretty tensed moment...but later that day...we realised....it was the best we could do 4 her...we were also relieved...i mean...at least now we know...our cat is no longer suffering...and she's now in a much better place...she has left many sweet memories behind....sweet memories...that brings a smile to our face and lots of laughter~ its a pitty...such a sweet living thing...had to leave us so soon~ everything happens for a reason.....we know...and we realise...that pussy will not b here by our side physically....but she will forever live in our hearts~ we miss you pussy and we love you very much~

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Monday, November 21, 2005

if she goes...it just means dat...she's leaving for a better place...

yea....if my cat goes...its for the better! i'm ok today...still worried over my cat....but i've taken it all in my strike....i know...its all in the hands of god! he controls everything....and as a human being on earth...i must realise that...death is part of life~ but i am still hoping that she'll recover....i know she will....but a part of me doesnt want to c it suffer...as for now...my cat is stable...she's not eating...she's on drips....according to the doctors assistant...she's in a critical state...but she's stable...however...if she vomits...it will just make things worst...thank god...till now...everything seems ok...she's not responding though...haih...i guess this is life ha? well....abt the last post...sorry! i really broke into tears yesterday when i found out that she's really sick and all...wat am i supposed 2 do...all i could think of is just cry! i know...to some ppl...this may sound really weird...like as though i;m sum sort of paranoid...but seriously...i love this cat....she's gone thru a lot wif me...as for now...i'm just praying and hoping for the best....hopefully she'll b fine...her test results will only b out tomolo...hopefully its good news...if she's recovering...then she'll b given treatment...till she recovers 100%....if she cant b saved...then...we will put her 2 sleep...kinda sad ha? mum said we shud put it to sleep...coz...she'll b suffering...if she's just left like that...i'm ready...ready to face watever thats gonna come my way....but i'm gonna say this again...i am really hoping...and praying hard...for her to recover~ haih...it hurts to c the pet u love...sleeping helplessly in the vet... its painful~ trust me...i've seen 2 cats in such a suffering state b4....haih...my eyes are tearing up...ok...i realise i'm not that strong afterall...haih...i guess...i'll stop for now...~

Sunday, November 20, 2005

my cat~

this is my cute cat. its name is pussy~

one day...determines all~

ok...my cat has been sick since 2 weeks ago...took her to the vet last saturday....the doctor said...it was just fever...gave her medicine and all...my mum tried force feeding the medicine and all....for abt 3 to 4 days...then she couldnt ...coz...the cat didnt wanna take it...everytime she took it...she vomits it all out...so...this week...she completely stopped eating...all she did was drink a lil bit of water....today...when we took her to the vet , the doctor said that....that...that...she's suffering...from sum sickness la...due to poisoning.... for a moment...there was pin drop silence...then...the doctor continued...he said there was only 2 options...coz...this sickness has affected her liver....option no 1: put her to sleep........when we heard this...we were shocked....the cat has only been with us for abt 5-6 yrs....and she's only abt 6-7 yrs old! i saw...tears in my dad's eye....he loved my cat....it wasnt only his pet....it became his daughter! mum was strong...she controlled herself....she was prepared for the worst....i was speechless....i couldnt say a thing...all i was doing at that time...was...lookin at the cat...the cat seemed like it knew...wat was comin its way~ my brother was strong 2...but i know...deep down inside...he's crying too...coz...this cat was brought home by him! he found the cat...! ok...the other option was to put my cat on drips....and have her blood tested....to c how serious the virus has attacked her liver....because... according to the doctor....there is a chance for it to survive. as soon as he said that...my dad said...put it on drips~ for a moment...everyone felt relieved! yea....coz...were really gonna try our very best to save this cat....this family member of ours~ even the vet assistant felt relieved coz....she likes animals...and she seriously thinks we shud save this cat! haih....i know this may sound ridiculous...but i am being honest,...i'm crying! i'm crying....i'm worried...i might lose this cat...a family member of mine~ i know...i can find another pet...well i know i've got substitutes...but...nuthing can b as cute and as special as this cat! all i'm begging for at this moment....is ...my cat must recover! it has to come back....this house...seems so gloomy..without it! haih...well now...my cat is at the vet (drips)..the results will b out tomolo...that will determine...whether the cat will survive or not~if the results say that she can be saved...then we will continue with the procedure and all....if the results are negative...then tomolo...we will put it to sleep~i really hope it will come back~ come back...to this home...where it belongs~

Monday, November 14, 2005

~missing u~

i miss my mum~ she has gone for this course...its in mersing...some stupid course...just coz she got a promotion...haih....she'll b there till this friday...then she'll b back 4 the weekend...then later...on sunday evenin she'll leave for bangi...this will go on for abt 3-4 weeks...haih...she will oni b around during the weekends....the worst part is this...this is her first time...leaving home...for more than lets c...10 hrs? imagine...and now...she'll b spending around 120 hrs outstation...and not at home! lol...i'm making it sound so serious...but yeah it is...my mum isnt like any other mums k...she's a polio patient...which means...she has problems...going up stairs...climbing high steps...getting into a bus...haih...and can u believe it...the damn government cares a damn abt all these....haih~ lol...i know...ok...i sound pathetic...but yea...i am mad abt it...lol...but i know la...she'll b fine....she has got lots of frens there and all...everything shud b fine~ hope she has fun there~hmm...ok...wat did i do...this weekend...oh yah...we celebrated my mum's b'day...lol...her b'day is actually this comin tuesday...but since shes going for this stupid course..lol...so...we decided 2 celebrate it early~we bought her a nice bracelet....took her out for makan...hehehhe...we were all being good ppl...lol...not annoying her in any way~lol...it was nice la~ we had fun~then today...i helped my mum pack sum stuff...for her trip 2 mersing...hmm...then the time came ...2 say good bye...i cant believe i didnt hug her...well the truth is...my eyes got kinda watery and all...didnt want her to know that i was cryin and all...so...i shook her hands ....and i said bye~ take care....and all...lol...sounds like sum short drama ha? lol...but yea....then...i drove to tuition ....hmm...now...i'm just sitting here...blogging and chattin...and thinkin...whether the hse will b this quiet for these 5 days....seriously,,..its so quiet,,,,coz normally....my mum will b chasing my bro to the toilet...askin him 2 take his bath and all...lol...and chasing my dad 2 the kitchen...askin him 2 take his medicine and all...lol...and screaming at me...for spending too much time online :P...lol...haih...well...i know she'll b fine...hope she enjoys her self there....hmm...well i gtg ....c ya~

Friday, November 11, 2005

"life"

life is so hard la nowadays.....these few days i've been thinkin a lot...thinkin how life will b in sc 1, thinking how i'm gonna survive in form 6....can't believe it....i'm gonna b in upper six next year!!! omg! haih...time passes so damn fast....haih...having mixed feelings~ happy: got sum ang pau :P cant wait 2 spend, sad: gonna leave sc 3...the best class, insecure: dunno wat the hell am i doing....dunno wat the hell is goin on....everything seems so weird....i'm doubting myself..!, nervous: gotta sit for this SAT test...i have no idea...how i'm gonna pass this damn test! haiyoh.........life sux la! hahahahhaha....i'm always sayin that ha? hmm...wat 2 do....my life is so damn weird la~ hmm...well tomolo is da last day of skool....after dat...i have extra classes and all....got tonnes of homework and projects...to be completed during the holidays~ haih....life is so tough man~ hmmm....ok la...i know...this post is kinda boring and all....cant help it mate...life's boring~

ps: try the test~ lol...r u nice or naughty:P

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Friday, November 04, 2005

~Philophobia!~

i am having philophobia~ oh no!!!! lol...wonderin wat philophobia is eh? well philophobia is the fear of falling in love or the fear of being in love~ interesting eh? dont ask me why...but i have been having this phobia ever since i got to know how hard life is when u fall in love...i know...its all sweet and all...but its really painful and bitter when u break up and all~ haih...anyway...i've got stuff to talk abt today...hmm...lets start wif deepavali! its was great la! woke up at 5 sumthin dat mornin...did a kolam(u noe the thing they make at the porch of ur hse....the flowery thingy using rice grains and all) lol...wat a definition! hahahahha...yea...i did a kolam...then...took my bath and all...dressed up...i WORE RED THIS YEAR! lol...can u believe it....chilli red! LOL....wonder wat was i thinkin when i bought it! lol...then we had visitors thru out the day...my relatives came over for lunch and all...was so bz collecting ang pau and all :P i must tell u this......i have been eating like a pig these past few days! :'( so sad! haih...feeling so fat! ok...well back 2 my story...hmm...then dat nite...i went over to my aunts place and all...we played fire crackers...and all...was so cool! hehehehhe...had loads of fun...never knew my uncles were still so young at heart! lol...they played fire crackers like nobody's business! lol...imagine men in their late forties...playin fire crakers! lol...was funny and cute! lol...dat was my deepavali for 2005! hahahaha...i collected oni abt 200 bucks this time...i guess everyones on a budget ha? lol...cant wait to spend all the money...lol...might just spend it on books this time.. :( ...hmm...other than dat...nuthin much la...life has been ok lately...everything pretty boring...except food! food is never boring....its so funny ....i never seem to feel guilty when i eat...but after i'm done...i tend to brood abt it~ weird eh? lol...yala...imagine being me...then u'll understand! hahahahha...well gtg now...bro wants to use the com! will write soon~ MuNnA