Saturday, October 29, 2005

~mixed-emotionsz~

at the moment...i dunno what am i feeling...it seems like...there's sadness...a lil happiness...excitement...frustration....emptiness...i feel alone...i feel like i'm ignored....i am feeling weird~ lol...sounds so funny eh? but its true...i dont know...which feeling to attend to first...its so confusing....ok...lets start...today...hmm...the mornin was ok...as usual..was rushing the whole mornin...selvi said she wasnt comin 2 skool and all....well...reached skool at abt 7.15...then...was talkin 2 ashweni and vicky...then...lined up and all...was talkin to kasthuri abt deepavali and all....tellin her how excited i am abt it(cant wait 4 da ang pau part :P)...hahahahha...yea...then we had chem...THREE PERIODS!!LOL....hahahhaha...trust me...3 periods of chem is a lil too much...hahahha...especially when we're forced 2 watch dat weird cd....lol...couldnt pay attention...so...i decided 2 complete maths hw...ok...then after that was PA....that was when we all got to know abt THE LIST! hahahha....THE LIST...refers to the list of names.. of students who will b going to science one...well...basically they're streaming us...i ran down...lol...wif ashweni...to check the list...well...we're both going to science one! for a moment...i felt satisfied...coz...my hard work did pay off...then suddenly it striked my mind...i am gonna leave science 3! oh my god! i love science 3...there isnt another class like sc 3...we rock! haih...ashweni felt the same....we were pretty sceptical at first...but then we realised...the only way 2 actually progress academically is by having great competition around us,...when there's competition...we will work harder! but u noe...there is still a part of me that wants to stay in sc 3...haih...sc 3 is breaking up! so sad ha? tell me abt it! haih...well dat was the hot news in skool la...haih...i am so gonna miss sc 3...to all those who r gonna stay in sc 3...gonna miss u guys~...and to those goin 2 sc 1...have fun in ur new class! and to the teachers....(although i am pretty sure they never read this blog :P)...thanks so much for ur guidance! thank god my bio teacher is still gonna mark my project and all...thank god 4 dat! she's a great teacher la...all my teachers r great! haih...so gonna miss them...haih...i guess in life...these things are normal...we have 2 go thru all these...in order to b a strong human being...we have to fight against all odds! ahahahaha...weird man~ just weird...i cant believe...i'll b joinin sc 1 from the 9/11/05...i hope they change it man! hmm...well i gtg now...gotta study...got chem test tomolo(tuition) :'( haih! byeeeeeeeee

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